A photo journal comprised of my thoughts on motherhood and other life happenings, as well as some of professional work as a photographer. Southern California is home.
Long before we actually moved we started preparing. The story of how we transitioned from one sleeping arrangement to another is enough to either make your head spin or make you believe we’re a family of goldilocks’, or both. We listed our bedroom set on craigslist and when we sold that we moved Van’s full size mattress into our room and moved Van to the bottom bunk in Hooper’s room. The full mattress was too small for the both of us, so Willy slept on the sofa. Then we sold the sofa so we added a blow up mattress in our bedroom for Willy to sleep on. And then the bunk beds sold, leaving Hooper bed-less and Van in a pack-n-play. So I made a rash decision and went to a chinsy little place in the more ghetto area of the Valley and bought them each a twin bed that came with a twin mattress and they slept on the mattress, on the floor.
What I’m trying to say is that it’s been a while since we’ve felt settled. And truthfully, it will be a while before we are settled again. We ordered a sofa online that is on backorder and have plans on building our own kitchen table even though I know we don’t have time to do so anytime soon, at least. We have a trip planned at the end of this month and another one just two days after we get back. Fun stuff and much to look forward to, but no real help in our quest to be settled. But, ya know, I hear settling in with a base tan is much easier anyway.
I digress.
I long for days like this day; no cares in the world, jumping on blow-up beds together as a family. Soon enough, I suppose.
And also, I miss Sarah. These photos were taken the day before we moved, the day before Sarah left us and it pains my heart to know that this is, I believe, the last picture I have of her -and us- together. Insert lump-in-throat-here.
2 Responses
Ugh, now I have a Sarah lump in my throat…
I know how hard it is to be unsettled. As I’ve said to you multiple times this year, you are a trooper. You handle things with such a good attitude. I can learn from it. In the end, it’ll all be fine. The limbo phase always sucks. I’m around this weekend to help you out when you’re back from AZ. Holla at your girl.
Ugh, now I have a Sarah lump in my throat…
I know how hard it is to be unsettled. As I’ve said to you multiple times this year, you are a trooper. You handle things with such a good attitude. I can learn from it. In the end, it’ll all be fine. The limbo phase always sucks. I’m around this weekend to help you out when you’re back from AZ. Holla at your girl.
I’m longing for you to be settled too! Just a matter of a few days, so soon.